Five months ago it was 2 or 3 in the morning and I was alone in my room in Australia sitting on the floor next to my bed sobbing. A really great mental image, I know. I don't remember what else I had done that day. Honestly, I'm sure it was a fun day and that I had hung out with my friends, laughed a lot, and not had a care in the world. But all I do remember is going home that night and somehow letting my thoughts spiral into the least fun of places. That always happens arou