I have a Pinterest, as most twenty one year old white girls do, and one of my boards is called Positivity My Dude. I quite enjoy this board and it's hues full of pastel yellow, light pink, and sky blue. When I was in Australia, I created this board because I was sad. And there is no sadness that a boat load cheesy sayings over aesthetically pleasing photos of sunsets can't fix, right? While I was in Australia, I fell in love with the color yellow. A color that I had actively

I don't know what I'm writing, honestly. This idea came to me in the shower the other day. Like most good ideas do. I was thinking about a lot of things. A spiral of choices I've made in my life flooded my mind and I came to the painstaking realization that a lot of things I've said and done in my life have been, in someway, selfish. I felt bad. I felt like I had been confidently walking down this path of being right my whole life and I just tripped over a giant tree branch t